The Choice
Chapter 4: The Choice
She gives me three minutes to decide.
I spend the first minute in silence, watching her as she watches me, this impossible woman who has materialized in my museum like a figure from a dream I cannot quite remember having. The emergency lights continue their red pulsing, and in their glow her face becomes a study in contrasts: shadow and bone, severity and something that might be kindness.
"You are lying," I say finally.
"Perhaps. But you do not believe that."
She is right. I do not believe it. There is something in her bearing, in the precision with which she speaks, that carries the weight of truth. Or if not truth, then at least conviction so absolute it has calcified into something indistinguishable from fact.
"What do you want from me?"
"I want you to do nothing. When they arrive—and they will arrive, your supervisor, the police, the museum director—you will tell them exactly what you saw. The power failed. You investigated. You found the gallery empty. You saw no one. You cannot explain it."
"They'll think I stole it."
"They will suspect. But suspicion is not evidence, and you are not clever enough to have done this." She says it without malice, a simple observation. "You have no connections in the art world, no criminal history beyond a drunk driving charge when you were twenty-three, no means to move or sell a work of this value. You are, in all respects, an improbable thief."
I think of Sophia, of the parent-teacher conference last month where her math teacher told me she could get a scholarship, could go anywhere, if she keeps her grades up. I think of my ex-wife, Rebecca, who left because I could not give her the life she wanted, who was right to leave. I think of this job, which pays eighteen dollars an hour and comes with health insurance I desperately need.
"What happens if I call the police right now?"
"Then I disappear, and the painting remains gone, and you become the only logical suspect. They will tear your life apart looking for evidence. They will find your daughter, your debts, your desperation. And even if they cannot prove you took it, even if you are eventually cleared, the stain will remain. You will be the man who lost the Vermeer. You will be unemployable."
The second minute passes. I can hear sirens in the distance, growing closer, and I understand with sudden clarity that she has already called them, that this entire conversation is happening on a timeline she controls.
"Why?" I ask. "Why do this? Why destroy these paintings?"
"I am not destroying them. I am revealing them. There is a difference." She moves toward the gallery entrance, pausing in the doorway. "The art market is built on lies. On provenance that cannot be verified, on experts who authenticate based on fees paid, on collectors who care more about investment than beauty. I am simply—" she gestures at the empty wall "—telling the truth."
"By lying."
"By removing the lie that was already there. Yes."
The sirens are very close now. I can see blue lights beginning to strobe through the museum's high windows, painting the rotunda in alternating shades of red and blue, a patriotic nightmare.
"If I do what you ask," I say, "if I say nothing—what then?"
"Then you keep your job. Keep your daughter's respect. Keep your small, quiet life." She tilts her head, studying me with something that might be curiosity. "Is that not enough?"
It should be enough. It is more than enough. But I think of the painting, of the woman reading at her window, her face turned toward light that may or may not have existed four hundred years ago in Delft. I think of Vermeer, dead at forty-three, leaving behind fewer than forty paintings, each one a small miracle of attention and care. I think of what it means to copy such a thing, to make a forgery so perfect that experts cannot tell, and I realize that I do not know which is the greater crime: the theft, or the long deception that preceded it.
"I want proof," I say.
"Proof of what?"
"That the painting was fake. That you're telling the truth."
She reaches into her coat pocket and withdraws a small object, which she tosses to me. I catch it reflexively: a USB drive, black, unmarked.
"Infrared analysis, X-ray fluorescence, dendrochronology reports on the wood panel. All showing anachronisms in the painting that hung on that wall. All dated and authenticated." She smiles. "Of course, you could argue I forged those too. But then we are in an infinite regress of forgeries, and where does that leave us?"
The police are at the door. I can hear them shouting, can hear Denise's voice rising above the others, panicked and shrill.
"Choose," she says softly.
And I do.