Morrow And Crawe
Chapter 5: Morrow & Crawe
She found the photograph on the last day of October, behind the workbench, in a drawer that had been glued shut.
It showed two women outside the shop. One was her grandmother, decades younger, dark-haired and unsoftened, with the look of someone who had opinions about everything and the stamina to express them all. The other was shorter, rounder, smiling as though she found the world faintly amusing. On the back, in different handwriting: Eudora and June. Opening day. Partners in crime and small repairs.
Morrow. June Morrow.
Nettie had assumed the name on the sign was ornamental -- a former owner, a historical flourish. She had not considered that her grandmother might have had a partner. That the shop might have been built by two women, together, in a village that would not necessarily have celebrated such a thing.
She went to the churchyard that afternoon. The graves were arranged with the rigid hierarchy that English villages maintain even in death, and she found June Morrow's stone near the back wall, beside the compost heap, which seemed both unjust and somehow fitting. June Morrow, 1941-2018. She fixed what she could.
There were fresh flowers on the grave. Yellow chrysanthemums, only a day or two old.
Nettie knelt and read the inscription again. She fixed what she could. Not everything. Not the world. Just what she could.
When she returned to the shop, Patricia Gull was waiting outside, holding a tin of biscuits and wearing the expression of someone who would rather do almost anything than what she was about to do.
"I spoke to my sister's family," she said, without preamble. "They're collecting the furniture on Saturday. And they're going to visit her." She thrust the tin at Nettie. "These are from Dennis. He bakes when he's nervous."
"Thank you." Nettie took the tin. "And the vestry?"
"Back to its proper use. The Brownies need it for their jumble sale." Mrs. Gull paused. "I've been going on Wednesdays for four years. Alone. Your grandmother knew, because your grandmother knew everything, the insufferable woman. She kept that clock because she wanted me to tell someone." Her voice caught. "Well. I've told someone."
"You could tell more people. People might help."
"People," said Mrs. Gull, with magnificent disdain, "are unreliable."
"Some of them," said Nettie. "Not all."
Mrs. Gull looked at her for a long moment. Then she did something extraordinary: she reached out and squeezed Nettie's hand, briefly, firmly, the way one tests a bannister before trusting it with one's weight.
"Wednesday," she said. "Two o'clock. Don't be late."
After she left, Nettie stood in the shop and looked at the shelves. There were still objects waiting -- Alderman Fitch's barometer, the publican's wife's brooch, a pair of spectacles whose tag simply read He will see clearly when he is ready to look. She did not know all the stories yet. She did not know if she would get them right.
She took down the shop sign. It took a screwdriver and language that would have made her grandmother proud. She sanded it, repainted the letters -- green, proper green, the colour of things that persist -- and rehung it.
MORROW & CRAWE: SMALL REPAIRS
The bell rang as a customer entered. Nettie wiped the paint from her hands, straightened her shirt, and went inside.
The spider was still on the cash register. It had, she noticed, built a web in the corner -- small, precise, anchored to the machine with the confidence of a creature who had decided, irrevocably, that it was home.